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February 4th, 2006
06:52 am - an Update by the Tattooed & Pierced girl~!!
Whoa! it has been quite a few months..been very busy lately.It's early Saturday morning ( 6:57am) I just walked into my house where I hind myself warm & relaxed ..but not sleepy.It was a great busy night at my Tattoo studio.We were packed & thank God for the business...everyone walked out a lil bit happier~!
I'm happy to be back home.** I was in Mexico city for one week full filling my Promise to the Virgin Mary at the Basilica. I kept my word & took her flowers, burned a candle & took the Prayers with me. It was a very personal touching experience for me. The culture was overwhelming & exciting.Being there alone being so far away from home..was scary yet exciting at the same time.
I took a tour ( of course )that Saturday afternoon..I got to see alot of the local " Mercados" where I found 2 very beautiful oil paintings. 1-was of Frida in all her glory..very beautiful..it's now hanging at my studio..the other was of the Virgin Mary...Very inspiring pieces of art..
**Please feel free to come the studio & take a look.. both paintings are breath taking.
I haven't been very faithful to posting in my Live Journal..I guess the last events I posted ..took a while for me to sort out & I'm glad to say that Life is much better now.
*Life has always been good to me..I am Blessed for the strength or stubborness I was born with.
I'm happy at my weight & taking care of myself better.My sons are doing great, we communicate alot more...I'm trying to get along with my exhubby ( blahhh) & I've taken on 2 more tattoo apprentices..One whom has alot of character & his salesmanship " ROCKS"~!
I wear flowers in my hair & I've discovered that PINK is still my favorite color. I'm Loved. Oh yes..Silvie has found someone who Loves her..It's strange because after Valdez I had no desire to meet anyone else.I'm taking it easy n slow...
My mother is Beautiful,,& I'm told I have her pouty lips.So thank my mother & father for my best features.
Hey~! I got a new tattoo while visiting Mexico."Johnny Arujio" was his name...he gave me pain for 3 hours..the outcome is lovely.. " jewelry" that will never get Lost nor will it never get Stolen~! Remember that-
It's pretti much itching right , the healing process is the part I'm most impatient about.
Speaking about tattoos,,tonight I tattooed a beautiful butterfly on the lowerback of "Melissa"..her 1st( yes, she was a Tattoo Virgin) I was content on the finished result..I really Love what I do..I don't see myself doing anything else in my Life. I was going to say " How Lucky" I was..to be doing what I do...but it's more like How Privileged I am to have so many people put thier faith & trust in my skill.
I also wanted to announce that I'll be opening my second Tattoo Studio " VooDoo's Tattoos" by the end of this year if not by Aug. 2006...I'm very confident in this business especially since Ive been banking on it for years.
Here at the new Aztlan..I'm happy say that even though we've been in this new location for 7 months..that she has ran her self..without out of pocket on my part~! Thank you Jesus~!
I remember how scared I was having to relocate...it was a nightmare.But I guess it's true when they say " God never sends you what you can't handle"..
My son Christopher ( 12) has expressed his interest in learning how to Tattoo...mind you Christopher is very artistic like his Mom ( me~!!!)...I'm so flattered because he could of easily wanted to follow in his Dad's footsteps ( Dallas Sheriffs Officer),which is very honorable as well.
ChristophEr thinks I'm " COOL"....~!!
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November 20th, 2005
November 14th, 2005
05:59 am - Tattoo Convention
Its been a while since I've updated..I suppose I've been pretty busy with the Tattoon convention which was pretty interesting. BTW~! please look for me in the next issue of "TATTOO" magazine "TEXAS ROUND UP"... I met Gil Montie & my hero Judy Parker~!!!
http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/voodoo_goddess29/detail?.dir=/31bb&.dnm=f4aa.jpg&.src=ph <<( me & Gil Montie )
http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/voodoo_goddess29/detail?.dir=/31bb&.dnm=1b59.jpg&.src=ph <<( me & Judy Parker )
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October 27th, 2005
04:31 am - I'm Selfish..
You caught me by surprised ..No I never saw it coming
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October 22nd, 2005
04:16 am - A STORY ABOUT VALDEZ
k" Valdez "
by
Silvie M.Penney
This is a story about VALDEZ...a short & bittersweet Love story.
I suppose I could start by saying how sad I feel at the moment as I go back to remembering the events...that led up to shedding tears as I wiped them on his hand to give him sense of responsibility of my pain.
He walked into my Life as fast as he walked out..unexpected but something I'll hold dear in my heart for ever.His smile was nervous & I didnt know if he saw me...but he did.
His smile makes me happy & his kind hands made me feel so cared for & special. The first night VALDEZ & I talked about everything under the Sun.I caught him looking at my lips. I'll admit he is BEAUTIFUL...as he walked me to my car..I was wondering If I'd ever see him again?
Picnic by the moonlight..he wore a pink shirt...it was nice..the park was empty..it was Lovely sharing such a quiet moment.I watched him eat the shrimp & fruits I had to offer.I remember thinking "how Lucky I am"..it was sweet & by this time we hadn't even held hands.
It was a big surprise to me how close we were going to become that evening...Standing out side..we held eachother for hours.Endless kisses we both gave.It seemed so right & natrual.Omg~! he's so so BEAUTIFUL...brings me to tears to know..I'll never share anymore moments with VALDEZ.The evening was cool..he took his shirt off & placed it around me then held me from the COLD.I didnt want to leave.
Third time we met..I wore a baby blue sweater..He sang to me that night.
(I'm fighting sleep..writing this story because I need to vent)
" Eres Mio" I said..he replied " Eres Mia "
I don't care about social *Time-Limits* on dating or courtship... we went as fast as we both allowed...we both wanted each other WHY is that so bad?
VALDEZ's messege said it all " You didn't want it to end,Like me"
When I asked him..What I was feeling.... that night.
Well lets fast forward alil bit..We made LOVE.The PASSION we both have for each other..will never fade.He touched me & I felt everything..so sweet & tender..VALDEZ is intense. I don't want to ever forget him.
Fucken tears get in the way of my vision..but I'll continue typing til I pass out of fatigue.
Fourth meeting we talked for hours about everything...He made dinner for me...I still remember how embarassed he was because I washed a few of his dishes..it was cute. He cooked for me ....lol Tuna fish sandwich.
We shared..we spoke & we laughed & his eyes turned happy then sad...We shared so much.
Fifth meeting we bathed by candle light..He laid between my legs..the water was warm & I was too.I washed him ..letting the soap runn down our bodies. Our Mating ritual had so much PASSION..
OMG!! why can't I see him anymore? Why did he cross my path..just to have lost him just as fast? I know that in my Life time I people will come & people will go..in & out of my Life..but very few will leave an impact..He is one who I will take to my GRAVE..& never regret not one tiny bit.
"You are the best I've ever had,Bebe'" ...VALDEZ whispered in my ear.
In the middle of the Futon we explored eachother..willingly I gave him everything...VALDEZ's hunger was amazing.His lips were tendering & knew exactly where I wanted to be touched. I'm closing my eyes just to picture how he made LOVE to me..it's so Vivid.
" You never leave wanting for anything " he said then kisses me endlessly.
" I LOVE your body it's so soft.." :VALDEZ reassuring me.
Oh my...Oh My VALDEZ~~! you are still mine in my heart & I don't care who gets hurt by all this...*This is my LIFE..& you were in it for a brief time.
I want to let you know VALDEZ..that I still want you & I'm sorry we both moved too fast..& I'm sorry we had to say goodbye & I'm sorry I'll never see you again & I'm sorry you are notstrong enough right now.. & I'm sorry I seem complex..& I'm sorry that I'll will never see your BEAUTIFUL smile nor your caring eyes looking back at me.
But THANK YOU for giving me a lil happiness in the mist of all the Kaos I have been going thru.THANK YOU for not keeping me a secret..THANK YOU for wanting me..THANK YOU for being honest.. THANK YOU for being so generous .....THANK YOU for calling me...
" This is my Sylvie" .." You are so BEAUTIFUL "
I can't say that I LOVE you...but I will say " Eres Mio "
VALDEZ,there's most likely no chance you'll ever read this..I wrote this story with lacking details...For ME.I don't ever want to forget your silly face..the way you smell...your crooked lil smile. How affectionate you are.
How you Laugh..the color of your skin...
How you intoxicate me with your presence..Damn Damn Damn
You WILL think of me,VALDEZ, & you will find it hard to forget...You will smell my scents all over your place.the lil trinkets I Left...the Tattoo your son will ask about...Clint will mention tonight with our friends..
Mostly YOU WILL MISS ME...so come look for me..I'll be here..NOT waiting but hoping to see you once again," Mi Novio".
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October 11th, 2005
02:59 am - Above everyone**
Your Love has stolen the calm..slowly has penetraited my soul.
Without fear your Love has taken my sleep ,though Lovely, I must go.
After taking in your breath,how difficult a task it is having to let you go ,but not being able to.
Hurts so profoundly in my chest,Saddness holds me,surely Kills me not to ever see you again.
**Above everyone I Love you..Above everyone you Love me~!
No matter the distant I'll guard your steps from a far...
**Above everyone I Love you ..Above everyone you Love me~!
I'll fight the distant so our Love won't parish..
Why is our Love in the eyes of the world, not acceptable,,an error?
Why can't we love eachother, if we both desire one another..
I know that "YOU" too suffer ,it hurts "YOU" to silence our Love..but they don't understand..a Love like this one is far from a bunch.
**Above everyone I Love you ..Above everyone you Love me~!
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October 9th, 2005
02:43 am - Another Scary Doll Story..kinda
submitted by Heather
This story is long and I heard it from school so you might think it's made up but I still think it's a great story for a doll story.
Okay, close your eyes and imagine the creepiest looking doll you've ever imagined. This story begins on Britanni Small's tenth birthday; Her Aunte gave her a fancy dressed doll with bright red shoes. Her parents thought it was creepy looking but Brittani loved it and wanted to keep it. Her Aunte told her to take good care of the doll and told her that they're three rules. Never drop her.
Never Leave her alone faced up. And...
NEVER take off her red shoes. Aunte sounded serious so Britanni agreed, but it wasn't long before she dropped the doll while playing with her friends in the yard. Her baby brother Thomas died that day. This was so up setting for the family that Britanni never bothered playing with her dolls or toys and left the doll aside. She had forgot everything her Aunte told her. A while later she left it faced up on the top of her toy box, alone and she and her mother went out shopping when they arried home the house was compleatly trashed and nothing was in place, except for the doll that hadn't moved at all.
A month later Britanni made some knew friends and decided to bring them over to play. One of the girls became very fond of the dolls pretty red shoes and stole them. The next day, you guessed it she was rushed into hostpital with major knife wounds. Knowing that her friend had stolen these Britanni remembered about the red shoes but nothing else and quicky managed to somehow get them back. She forgot to put them back on the dolls feet as they were in her pocket and went to bed. That night Britanni woke up after hearing a noice from down stairs. She could hear rumaging and a whispering voice. She thought it was the burgeler that her mother thought trashed the house and was afraid. After a few minutes she heard footsteps coming up the stairs, deliberatly slow. A small verse was being chanted...
'Little Tommy had red shoes and all the boys did laugh.
'Little Tommy burnt the shoes and had to go without'.
It was chanted over and over again and Britanni just looked over at the stairs, frozen. She remembered that she hadn't put the shoes back on the doll. It got louder and louder as if it were right at the top. The voice then stopped and nothing was there. After a while everything was back to normal and she had the courage to turn around. As she did something tugged at her long red hair. She flicked around and the doll was right up close to her face. She stayed that way for the rest of the night. Her face pressed against the dolls.
The next day britanni and her parents made a visit to her Aunte's house in New Jersey. She was going to pretend to leave it there by mistake but decided to accidently on purposely drop it into her Auntes openfire. That was the end of that!
It was all over and Britanni felt relieved but knew it was a summer she would never, EVER forget. Just under a year later they visited once again; Britanni looked towards a wall in the kitchen that had family photographs on it and was shocked to see that in one of the photographs they were stood beside the openfire and she looked carefully she could see the ghostly image the dolls face.
Okay so it's longwinded and it's not brilliant but it scares the heck outa me!
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02:34 am - I want Candy
| Butterfinger | 
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October 6th, 2005
10:00 am - Aztlan Arts Tattoo Studio & Your Soul
Aztlan 2 is growing just like Aztlan 1..we are doing great ..actually I believe things in this location are at lot better.
I'm starting to feel at home ,alil bit more comfortable.
Other then the State Fair of Texas..taking all the business from small local businesses..we'll be ok. Hell~! I can't wait to go to the Fair this year myself..Big Dallas tradition. the Texas OU weekend is coming~!!
I'm very excited about the Texas Round Up Tattoo Convention..Since we are entering Angel's Big Color piece on the contest..I have faith Aztlan will bring home one of the awards..I've been conditioning & preparing Angel ( My Front Artist) for over 9 months.He is a very good & talented artist.I want him to know how proud I am of him..he deserves this Win* I want this Win*
My piercing apprentice is doing Ok..she seems eagar to learn...unfortunately THIS IS business & she has NOT paid her deposit..in this will be the beginning of her second month. Damn I hate being mean but I have put forth my time n effort into this apprenticeship as I have with my other students. I reminded her lastnight about her obligation & she got very quiet for the rest of the evening.
What am I to do? I am full filling my end..seems like she can't..I understand we all got problems..but Like I told her way before this apprenticeship started... " think about it it's a big responsibility"..she said she understood.. I won't touch that subject for now-
I'm starting to get over the passed 2 weeks..I have alot of people to Thank for that..
Alot of my online LJ friends came to the rescue others simplely sat & watched... I didn't sink (much)..I'm still here
Thank you..you dont have a clue on how Greatful I am for your Souls*
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October 4th, 2005
09:54 pm - Come Home
I live just like I'm living someone's else's Life..
Another Fall day is coming my way..am surroundeed by a million people..yet I miss you so..I feel alone ....
so Baby....
Come home
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October 2nd, 2005
11:35 am - Hennah
I dyed my both my hands in Red Hennah... to show respect for Lord Ganesh..hoping for his Strength & ability to over come Big Trials..I was dissapointed because the color was light orange..not as dark as I wanted it.
But I woke this morning & looked at my hands..Beautiful dark red stains decorated me..I'm pleased. I suppose it needed time to mesh well with my bodyheat.
**I choose to have a good day..to pierce & tattoo the willing**
Hmmmmmmm..lets get off subject for a moment: I'm craving Avacados with Limon & salt*
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September 30th, 2005
02:07 pm - Thank You..to everyone who gave me the encouraging words
The artist is the phoenix who burns to emerge
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September 27th, 2005
07:01 am - I'm Drowning
Sorry if I haven't been around much recently..excuse I've been DROWNING.
I suppose I could of logged on & vented "Here"...I was too busy DROWNING.
I'm not suppose to be quiet when I'm sad or depressed,but cheerful,I am not allowed to have quiet " Silvie" alone I-gotta-think time...
Don't ask me " What's wrong " when you are the reason WHY I'm DROWNING.
I'm not very good at asking for Help,I'm not good at venting to my friends, when all I want to do is FIX IT & recover as fast as I can...this time its different... I can't breathe I can't sleep I can't fix it I can't get over it I can't stop thinking about it.......I'm DROWNING & I'm alone.
*** I have a couple of Questions to ask..Please give me your feedback*****
*Q: How much can one person take before BREAKING & not recover?
*Q: Would it be so BAD if I stopped talking until everything passed?
*Q:If I forgave someone for hurting me..once maybe twice...at what point am I the DUMBASS for forgiving the Third time? After all arent we suppose to forgive?
Though this situation has nothing to do with Having someone..it it about False sense of Security.. Don't LIE TO ME- Don't tell me things are *OK* when they aren't.
1)Trust me enough to tell me what's going on no matter how hard it is.
This is the Year of the Rooster (Cock)
This is suppose to be MY YEAR..I belive I bragged about it & CURSED myself.
Maybe this year is about GROWTH & how I'm suppose to handle certain situations? I can't explain the trails I've had this year so far...so much has happened.
What Life lessons am I suppose to be learning?
How to be strong? How to forgive? How to be patient? How much Balls I actually have?
Damn It~!! I'm DROWNING..& I'm being watched. How fucked is that?
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September 21st, 2005
04:56 am - Help~!!
I can't stop sneezing~!!!
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September 20th, 2005
03:41 am
LJ Interests meme results
- buddah:
A little after my 25th birthday I decided to explore my curiousities..one of those was different religions.After studying several..Buddism & Guan Yin the female Buddah..Protector of family & symbol for Love.Tranquilaty...is one of the many reasons why respect & follow. - dark humor:
Why not be a bit different..laugh at the most inappropriate moments- - flirt:
Flirting is actually safer then SEX- - kisses:
Kissing with the right person..holding eachother..as time passes by.With my eyes closed I let him taste my lips with the faint smell of strawberrirs on my skin.. I welcome him with my mouth ready to explore his....... - love:
LOVE- a fading emotion only to be replaced by HATE..I preffer LOYALTY - men:
Men are Objects..with Penises that tend to think for them. - phonecalls:
I enjoy long interesting phonecalls..especially with someone who can make me Laugh. Withsome who can my me imgaine & wish I was there..instead of on the others side of the reciever. - red:
If you were to cut me open...you'd find RED carnations in full bloom,sweet ,pretty & delicate.Crimson Kisses og a VooDooGoddess
Red is a POWER color..authority,assertive & bold-Me - sex:
Sex is amazing with someone who's main goal is to make sure I'm pleased first* I preffer tough,detailed forplay. His hands are extentions of his eyes ..come " Feel your way...." - tattooing:
Tattooing is my Life's Passion..I cannot see myself doing anything else..I Love what I do.I'm Blessed to had that DOOR open for me 6 years ago..Thank You Jose Pareja..my Teacher,Apprentor ,Friend & the reason why I made it this far. Thank you for seeing how the Potential in Me..the One I knew I had if only..if only someone took time to nurture my Talent & Passion for that Art of Tattooing & Body Piercing-
Enter your LJ user name, and 10 interests will be selected from your interest list.
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September 19th, 2005
07:28 am - Tattoo End of Summer Party
Wow`! I'm still so very tired from last Saturday night..I held a end of Summer Tattoo bash at my studios..went all out with music,food,raffles & lots of interesting people.
The DJ's kicked it big times~!the music was awsome.
I was a bit worried about people not showing up..from 4pm-7pm it was so slow..I figured the 700 fylers we passed out must of been ignored.
But thank you Jesus`!! once 8 o'clock came around ,,it wasso crowded & packed~! Piercings after Piercings..Tattoo after Tattos..we didn't finish til 4:30am the next morning. ouchhhh..I still feel numbness in my toes. But I'm blessed...and with saying that..I say Good Night because I have not been to sleep since.
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September 16th, 2005
11:54 am - I crave Serenity
How long can someone continue the good Ole' game of " How much Money can I have" before you loose total Serenity. When you find yourself cold & calus..like everyone else? The walls so high up..that you have trapped yourself....
I feel like I'm close to that...there's nothing wrong with being a Business Woman..I'm Proud of what I've accomplished.Ijust didn't think ahead..I didn't foresee how dedicated I must be to My Business.
Ahhhhh~!!!I haven't slept since yesterday..I'm sure I'm going to drop pretti soon..in hopes that I get a few winks before Opening the studios.I'm getting ready for my "Annual End of Summer Tattoo Bash"..
Maybe that's why I cannot sleep just stressed out about clients showing up..all the preparations. Guess what? I got it handled- Oh DAMN I'm good~!!
80)~ I welcome Sleep to waltz with me or tango til I drop! I challenge you to bring me down into my bed in peace & tranquilaty.
I desire Nothingness for the next 3 hours.
Anthony has learned to say " Wow Wow"...meaning " Bow Wow" for Puppy* how I miss him when he is away at Grandma's house..but Mommy needs her rest or Mpmmy will be a totally UGLY MEAN BITCH at the Studio*..smiles* & Nobody wants that..No Sir~! ..lol..
Damn I'm funny & goofy when I"m tired as Hell~!!
I took a Quiz..& my results were that I was most likely to be "Cha Cha" a charater from the Movie GREASE...lol Wow ....to those that know me..will have a good Laugh.
Ok come On SLEEP~!! OH YES BABYYYYYYYY~!! I FEEL A YAWN COMING~! oH YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS..NIGHT NIGHT ALL..
MUCH LOVE TOMY HOMIES ON "" LJ """
I'm going Ni Ni
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September 14th, 2005
04:19 am - Nooo I'm SANDY DAMN IT~!!
 | You scored as Cha Cha. Congradulations! You are Cha Cha! Mischevious, selfish, and a bit hard to handle - Cha Cha is a great dancer but her idea of a good time includes competitions, especially car racing. Definately playing up the role as being a guy's arm candy, she certainly knows how to get ahead of herself.
Cha Cha | | 85% | Betty (Rizzo) | | 85% | Sandy | | 65% | Jan | | 65% | Patty Simcox | | 60% | Marty | | 50% | Frenchie | | 45% | </td>
Which female character from the movie Grease are you? *with pics*
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04:09 am - Still Sleepless......blahhhh
| You Are 17 Years Old | 
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13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
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